I have been thinking a lot lately. I have had to rearrange the way I think, the way I view, and safety measures. I have heard many helpful things, and many hurtful ones. I have had to relearn myself. I still don't understand why this happened, but I am going to survive it, and learn. I'm still not there. I feel kind of how a Velcro piece does as it's being peeled off. There's still a connection, but that doesn't mean progress isn't being made. I am still in a state of "don't know". I don't know what's going on, and I don't know what I am thinking. I need to be self aware, and divvy out maintenance to where it is due. I told myself I was going to be alright.
I don't intent to not carry out that promise.
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This is a co-incident.
I am also reassigning priorities.
Of course,
I'll probably be doing it for the rest of my life,
but it certainly does feel different than it used to.
I have strength to peel velcro again.
Future/present sam:
I'm sorry.
/Hug/
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