Sunday, September 26, 2010
Awaken from Hibernation
It has been far, far too long since I have written anything down here. This follows for anything else that I have meant to keep a semblance of routine updates in. PWS, writing in journals, taking pictures, drawing, etc. It's been so long since I've taken the time to really, personally take a good look at the things around me and gleam anything meaningful from them. For the moment I feel this is because I have been lulled into a legitimate sense of security.
Nothing is wrong here. There are good friends, good work, good professors, good weather and activities, good books, great house/housemates...There is almost nothing missing. Years ago I may have felt a small drive to continue to pull back and consequently review and predict everything for hope of a different interpretation, or even just another perspective. I believe that for the moment, I am just calm. I don't feel like I need to look into everything. If it bothers me enough, or seems important, than yes, surely I'll look into and try to understand a speech pattern or watch how a duck walks, but for the moment. I don't think I really /want/ to find another interpretation.
This is great.
This is where I want to be.
This is where I LIKE being.
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3 comments:
co incidence?
i haven't written in a long time and when I do, it feels more like things that just spring to mind, although I guess I do have some ideas that I'd like to work out a little more clearly.
But yeah. I recognize a feeling of not needing to describe or record, but to just wanting to be.
:)
It makes me wonder ... if one became enlightened, would they feel any need to describe it to others? I don't think they'd leave any record.
I want this to be true, but I also don't want to call myself 'enlightened'. That would be cool though.
I think it might be one of those things that is better not thought about or sought.
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