maybe its just the excessive amounts of Assassin's Creed i've been playing, but in addition to the last post, things have also been different in that i feel like i'm in two places at once. i imagine this is what artificial intelligence would feel like when they have multiple tasks. i am still making conscious decisions here in the first person, but like a third person view, i feel out of person, like things are happening to this person, and i'm just controlling the body from a far and not really feeling in its shoes. yet again i'm having a statistically awesome week i guess. no jazz band, no testing the waters, no real homework that i've actually done at home, girlfriend came over after cello lessons, .....second thought, i'm boycotting the word girlfriend from this blag for a while. it's too new, and strange that it now applies to me. plus we're cooking on saturday, and flowing right into pie night. i should be ecstatic. but i'm not. i am glad that things are running smoothly, but for some reason, it has yet to click for me what's actually going on, and the true gravity of things. these are generally what should be noticed first.
cooking should be great.
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