Soul

on the outside of the biodome



description to be added later.

a flight with dragons

over the last few years i've found that i am annoyed with hollywood's portrail of dragons in movies. specifically their faces. for a simple description, i find them too human. they almost look as if it's just a human face with scales. so far to date, the movie with the best dragon-faces and dragons over all, has been "Reign of Fire" i was really glad to see that they not only showed some chemistry behind dragons (such has the fire breathing mechanism) but also the faces, while still a little weird to me, are the best from everything else i've seen. i'm aware that this movie is several years old, but randomly, we got in the mail from netflix, so we just watched it.
other movies that i really liked how the dragon looked, is really only one other movie. spirited away. i love that movie not only for it's good story, characters, and amazing artwork, but for how they drew their dragon. to me, dragons faces should resemble either more of a dogs face, or something reminiscent of a....i just forgot the name, but a certain dinosaur...it's some kind of raptor but that's my version.

Understanding

this may have to be clicked to see the whole thing. i swear i'm speaking a different language to people at times.

that was weird...

my life is messed up. for instance, it's insane ability to have coincidences. not two seconds ago i was talking on msn, asked a question and then immediately my itunes shuffles to...

this was translated as either "because of asking that question,,..you're going to die"


it's 12:00 am of the new year of 2007 and itunes shuffles to ..

later i had the strange ability to peoples entrances. "sam where's carolyn?" "i don't know.. about right... there": she appears.
there was something else i was going to write to go with these, but i've forgot them. shuffle is a scary thing.
Edit: also not to mention the insane ability me and Tracy have at posting about similar topics, and signing up for the same websites half a continent away. just yesterday we both posted about dragons. and before that we were both compelled to go outside and take pretty pictures, and so on.

sick again

well, i'm sick again. somehow i managed to drag through a week of coughing and headaches and starting to feel better...when i come down with a 100 degree fever and am home alone again. one of the first thoughts this morning was either "if i stay home, then i don't have to be yelled/taught at by mrs. bluel" however, that was closely followed by "oh no... she's going to eat me when i come back"(our math teacher has never lived a 24 hour period with out being angry). so since i'm home, i thought i could play piano again for the first time in about a year. we had some new lord of the rings pieces, and then i found out that despite my desire to play the pieces, i would have to spend at least 4 hours just on a few measures to get anything right. so, i abandoned my instrument and found a place to sleep. in the morning there were some neat snow pictures that mom took pictures of. i'm a little disappointed the last one didn't turn out. everything was white with a dull red and orange in the back ground.

finally up

this was made over this summer when people were bored, a camera was around, and me and tracy had an idea for a commercial.

sigh.. i put this up too early. in the dark space in the middle there should be a voice saying "if you answered yes to any of these, but not exceeding these questions, then you need...THE HAPPY VAC!"

Over the weekend

over the weekend following exams i went over to shane's house where his hilarious cousin colin was staying for a while. then steven came over and needed to be interviewed so that his girlfriend's best friend could give her the ok...in ohio. this is the result of that need.

Ickpthhh

today i managed to get sick, which is a little weird.. remembering correctly i haven't been sick enough to stay home from school for about 7 years. and seeing how it's right before exams i got a little chance to study and sleep. but just to show how productive my day was at studying, here's some photo-talk.
i woke up and quickly went back to sleep this morning to the sound of my dad yelling at my brother that they were a good 15 minutes late for school,which they were. as i walked down stairs, i found the house deserted. i was a little hungry, but was unsure what to eat in this sickened state.

immediately i noticed these two items


so naturally i combined them and microwaved them. it was actually really good
then i just started taking some pictures.

This was supposed to be an attempt at drawing an emotion... it looks angry.. and blue.

this actually means alot to me, but i still don't trust random internet users enough to say why

attempt 2 and drawing an emotion. i think i was going for lonely here, but i'm not sure.

produce

if you look closely you can see edible food...maybe.

comments

this post is dedicated to what goes unsaid. namely what happens when people look at say... a blog, and after reading it say to them selves, "gee, that's really witty!"
or whatever the emotional equivalent of : \ is. instead of expressing this compliment or other things in the form of text, or a commment, the reader either decides that, if they know the blogger, they will later tell him/her to keep up the good work. this never works. said person forgets said compliment and feels awkward in the social enviornment in saying a good thing about something as trivial as a blog. what's the answer? some way to express feeling in word form and not have to feel awkward about it. it's a comment! this feature allows someone to select one, of several posts of information, and give their opinion on it. but somewhere there is a problem with this. people don't like to have their opinion on the internet. for instance, if i were to say on an instant message system
" hey, go to www.....com it's a really cool blog!"
(other person) LOL*! that's hilarious**!
"why don't you comment on my page?"
"yea... i guess i could do that"
so i know people are willing to express to me at least, what they think about a certain plot, but to me when i KNOW someone has read a certain post and don't leave a comment, ... i guess that translates to me as a lack of caring to leave feedback or comunicate what they thought about it. it also doesn't help that i like to know what other people think and.ideally, i'd get done posting something and look back and see -Comments (15)-
it might also be that i'm so bored that comments would give me a reason to comment back or say something (in other words, waste some time at the very least).
so this is just an excuse for me to say to readers who read this page
please
leave
comments.
i don't care if their like "hi!" just...something.

part III

I've been thinking about variations of this picture for almost a month. i don't know why, but i can't stop thinking about it. then i saw The Fountain poster. you can just imagine the look on my face.

LOL

*i really need a comic for this..*
there are problems with LOL. some use it just as filler in the conversation.
person1: hey, what's up?
person2: lol
person2: not much.
person2: lol
there are some that don't really laugh out loud,and those who decide that if they kinda "pssh!" or just exhale sharply, that they are "lol-ing" and type as such.

there are also instances where...nothings funny.. it's like lol=preparing for "ok"..
1: i'm going to go soon.
2: lol
2: ok.
so, to me, being against the fake LOL-ers out there, never use LOL unless i'm actually hysterically laughing. ROTFLOL is something that should have me retching it's so funny. but also, having seen at least a hundred thousand lol's, you stop looking at it as L O L and start looking it it like..
1) tie fighter l-o-l
..................... .\ \
........................\ \ (the lasers are optional)

2) a clock: if the O is the face, and the l's are the sides.

3) a robot head: it's only got one eye, and a square head
4) cyclops. see above
5)someone skiing. look at it in caps. the L's are the little ski's and poles, and the O is like a little person.
ps: also the O is a soccer ball and the L's are feet.
LOL !!

Wheel-Chair Secrets

This is, unfortunately not all my own work. it was derived by me, Tracy, and Ed. but in the end we got to this ending.
late one night we were just outside messing around trying not to get hit by the glowing Frisbee that we were periodically launching into the sky when ever it flashed a certain color (in this case it was green). we found that it was almost scarier to just stand still, rather than move as we watched the swirling disk descend upon us. by moving, and due to how dark it was, you were MORE likely to get hit because you couldn't really guess the trajectory of the frisbee, so you could easily walk right under it, or have it hit alot closer that you may want. so as we just stood there watching it fall, Ed wondered aloud "what if you were crippled or something and you would look up only to realize you couldn't craw away fast enough?" this lead to a conversation of replacing battleships in Battleship with disabled people tokens, and how you would confine your missile to E1 to only destroy the target in E1. missiles don't explode in a square.. so we decided who ever when first would win. also, what if just before the fire ball killed the disabled person, they stood up and declared " I CAN WALK!!" only to find death as the projectile exploded in his square.I forget who really came up with it, but we got to thinking....what if the wheel chair was really the only thing keeping the crippled people crippled?
like, if you destroy the handicapping tool...does the handicap also disappear? then it was proposed that the wheel chairs were meant for person.. if the disabled person would look at the bottom of the chair, ...what if his/her name was engraved into the chair... so it had to be made for them and them alone..so someone had to know in advance..so someone had arranged for that bear to maul their legs.
is there a wheel chair with YOUR name on it in the future?

This is how I have MY hot chocolate
(more to come)

Time

i'm currently just thinking about all the great things i've been thinking about but haven't really had the time to properly put them into real words. so now my computer is filling up with sticky notes. i'm increasingly becoming aware to the level of "whineyness" in the world and it seems to just be getting worse. to me it just seems like our nation is becoming large fat americans that whine about anything that isn't perfect or immediately meets their needs. and in that case, they go eat some more. *sigh* it looks like i'm going to have to go back to writing things down in notebooks again so that i can put more of the things i want to on.
well, to at least channel this want to make good posts expect to see:
-hot chocolate
-wheel chairs. the secret they hold
-LOL
- <3 sticky notes